motiveless (fi10)

 the google pixel 8 pro has shit  battery life.

i know that because that's the phone i own. 

a beautifully coloured cover I got the same semester I met my beautiful girlfriend.

it was a reminder of colour rushing into a life.

laughs. jokes.

like a war veteran coming back from serving years. 

keep serving the war pigs and you'll lose part of yourself. 

shining the intellect of discursion.

polishing the glory of extraction.

its when men feel all the heat in the environment rushing to their dick.

unfortunately, its not the most important thing in the world.

even though we are forced to believe so.

if you don't even believe that your phallus is the biggest around, do you have any purpose of living?

bank accounts, cars, fashion, knowledge, spiritual knowledge a weighted sum of this.

An internalized representation of a masculinity. 

An objective function to optimize. 

It hurts. It hurts.

fluid intelligence. Magical creatures. Flourishes of lexicography.

VARIATION. evolution .

nope.

an ecological landscape, that of the earth. 

that from where witches were born. 

that where everything is porn.

the eros of nature.

teeming with life, overflowing. 

thats where you draw from.

the friction of the concrete running up your fascia 

kenyan runners.

kipchoge. 

efficiency. Piezoelectricity. 

The rising sun. Cellular autophagy. 

Clear stomachs. Clean water.

chita vritti nirodha. 

cHILL.

DONT LET THE ANGER TAKE OVER. 

angry young man

discrimination.

VIVEK

but then what. it burns and burns.

burny stuff, the big one. 

extra moab damage. 

and still it burns. 

radioactivity. 

more growth. more clarity.

What more information do you need to consume to start living your truth?

To start polishing your buddhi.

To stop expecting so much from it. 

g major.

d major

f major (cheating)

c major

d minor

e7

aminor

warm smell of colitus, 

rising up through the air.

up ahead in the distance.

shimmering light.

the car drives and drives, like a castle on vormir. 

we might just get there today my children.

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