karma yoga (FI #8)

 Feldenkrais.

Where there is effort there is no yoga. 

Efficiency. Crashing waves. A slight insecurity over the truths i've accessed in the past.

can truths really be forgotten?

where am I now?

in music. my journey with music began years ago when i accepted those bols into my life. 

a musicians practice is a beginners practice

to learn everyday from that which lies before you

to hear the truth and only the truth in all your soundsss.

to have the resilience, providence and agency to push past plateaus

push past your own path

the path is the style. 

let your intelligence bloom

whatever that keeps you away from this moment is a lie.

You have already been here.

You have already lived this.

In your head you have gone away to a more subtle place where truth prevails.

a quiet, quiet room.

where ocassionally the strings play and the tune of the hard hit on a tabla rings.

In that quiet, quiet place there is only love.

A heat and intensity to take care of this fleshy mecha suit you call home.

to take care of it. 

in death do us part. 

You are married to yourself friend, a sacred marriage.

So support her through her darkest days.

Cherish her happiness and feel her exuberance.

Take the wheel and direct her when she doesn't know where to look.

But she is not yours.

Namaste.